Hi everyone. I too, watched the memorial service for MJ. I am a really BIG fan and have been one for many, many, many years. I was actually watching tv (cnn) when they were talking about Farrah, and then all of a sudden the news broke out about MJ. I couldn't believe it and still don't want to believe it! I have been mourning him since then....crying like a baby as my other half would say......but Michael had an impact on my life, i have enjoyed his music for many years and will continue to do so. I have finally stopped going on youtube because i can't stand reading about the comments from all the haters! Actually my fingers are tired of writing back to all the haters! Sharpten really said it the best! Michael will live in my heart forever!