Dear Santa,
I should win a hundo cause I am degenerate gambler. Santa this is a casino forum!
Santa! Year 2018 I have never cashed out once! santa! I never win, I cant win , casue why cause I play to lose. that SANTA is called a degenerate,. lol. Santa I am only being honest here, me writing this letter to you santa, (most likely will get a pm by mod, sayin I don't qualify, lol, ) win or lose SANTA just want you to know, that avatar of joker on the left , that's meeee! j/k seriously SANTA , if you hear me.
then hollla (with that hundo) .
Dear forum admins and mods and all members:
HAPPY HOLIDAYZ!! I REALLY ENJOY THIS FORUM, AND THE MODS ARE THE SWEETEST AND ALWAYS WELCOMING. I use to play online poker when it was the era of "poker boom" winning player. Never in my life would of thought ever to put money on online casinos. in my mind its all programmed for us to lose?
poker at least im playing agst other players, real people, . anyways what im saying is, this is the 1st year I have put money on casino online, and just calculated my deposits 2018 losses. guess what I have never cashed out from online casino.
I know what it is, its my Degen behavior at the same time fun and entertaining,
but seeing my total loss, I neeed to really stop and set goals, cause I have addicted personality, mind whatever, been an addict etcetc.. but honestly cant win at the end. MORE MORE MORE that's an addict.and program machines, is designed for us to get stuck. I know I know NO BIBLE SERMONS.
JUST wanted to get this out, and WHAT I WANTED TO say is THANK YOU TO THIS FORUM WHO GIVES US TO GET some of our losses back from deposits.
setting goals for 2019, obv CHUCKIN MY LAPTOP OUT THE WINDOW, lol
and my phone, any electronics, lol im gonna go amish. lol honestly, JUST WANT TO SAY HAPPY HOLIDAYZ NDF! and MAKE 2019 BETTER THEN 2018.
and thanks for listening to my blahblahblah,